I'm so sorry if you still think about the past and also being quiet. Its just that i don't know what to talk about and i'm not that open minded and all. So that is why you have to bare with me. For your info, i'm not anti-social and i never take relationship as a joke. I do take it seriously. Well if you want to joke with me, please please make me laugh but not make me angry or cry. I'm the type who like to take joke seriously so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BARE WITH ME OKAY. I know that you still think about the past but i'm trying my best to make you happy. I feel like killing myself but can't. Don't ask me why. Why must this happened to me? Can i know why? Well that's all i could say, i seriously got no mood today after reading someone's blog.