p.s: i seriously love you no matter what happens and i just want to say this to you "I'M VERY SORRY! )):
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I'm so sorry if you still think about the past and also being quiet. Its just that i don't know what to talk about and i'm not that open minded and all. So that is why you have to bare with me. For your info, i'm not anti-social and i never take relationship as a joke. I do take it seriously. Well if you want to joke with me, please please make me laugh but not make me angry or cry. I'm the type who like to take joke seriously so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BARE WITH ME OKAY. I know that you still think about the past but i'm trying my best to make you happy. I feel like killing myself but can't. Don't ask me why. Why must this happened to me? Can i know why? Well that's all i could say, i seriously got no mood today after reading someone's blog.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
i just ♥ this song! It reminds me of you when i first saw you!
Yesterday was tiring day for me.
Woke up around 8 plus, saw my mum finish bathing so ask her where she wanna go. She wanted to go market to buy stuffs for Monday, so she ask me to follow but i was to lazy to follow her. So few minutes later, fall asleep again. Around 10 plus, woke up so mum cooking so help her clean the room.
At around 12 plus, was getting ready to go out to my sister's boyfriend house. Bus 66 always very slow mayne. While waiting, this chinese woman keep staring at me which i don't know why. I feel like giving her a slap on the face! Never see people is it! The journey to their house was about 1 hour plus i think. And once we reach the place, i was like in my head thinking that this place was so familiar to me and went i recalled back it was MY EX'S PLACE! I was like WHY MUST BE THIS PLACE?! But never mind, he stay here so just forget about it.
The house was amazing, played with the kitty and watch some movies. There is this story i cried, it was so touching. I was the only person who cried while watching the show mayne. Once the show is done, time for karaoke! HAHA! But luckily i never sing cause i don't know how to sing. Then played UNO, in the end i lose. THE LOSER HAVE TO DRAW ON THE FACE BUT I LUCKILY THEY NEVER ON MY FACE! HAHAHAHA! Then ordered KFC cause home got no food. Eat eat eat then went home.
P.S: Whenever i see couples anywhere, it will remind me of us when we had our time together! Listen to my saddest song in my handphone, it will make me cry! Looking at your picture, i just wish you were beside me! I so missed you! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Woke up around 8 plus, saw my mum finish bathing so ask her where she wanna go. She wanted to go market to buy stuffs for Monday, so she ask me to follow but i was to lazy to follow her. So few minutes later, fall asleep again. Around 10 plus, woke up so mum cooking so help her clean the room.
At around 12 plus, was getting ready to go out to my sister's boyfriend house. Bus 66 always very slow mayne. While waiting, this chinese woman keep staring at me which i don't know why. I feel like giving her a slap on the face! Never see people is it! The journey to their house was about 1 hour plus i think. And once we reach the place, i was like in my head thinking that this place was so familiar to me and went i recalled back it was MY EX'S PLACE! I was like WHY MUST BE THIS PLACE?! But never mind, he stay here so just forget about it.
The house was amazing, played with the kitty and watch some movies. There is this story i cried, it was so touching. I was the only person who cried while watching the show mayne. Once the show is done, time for karaoke! HAHA! But luckily i never sing cause i don't know how to sing. Then played UNO, in the end i lose. THE LOSER HAVE TO DRAW ON THE FACE BUT I LUCKILY THEY NEVER ON MY FACE! HAHAHAHA! Then ordered KFC cause home got no food. Eat eat eat then went home.
P.S: Whenever i see couples anywhere, it will remind me of us when we had our time together! Listen to my saddest song in my handphone, it will make me cry! Looking at your picture, i just wish you were beside me! I so missed you! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Hmmm, what should i write today? I'm so lazy to write about school cause SCHOOL IS ALWAYS BORING! Got so many projects to do and these projects can make me go stressed mayne! And nowadays i barely see my friends cause my friends are currently busy with their new friends.
Today on my way to the bus stop, saw Malissa with her friends smoking! I seriously thought she stop smoking but she did not. Haizzz. I can't say anything to her, its her life not mine. Well Maria saw me and ask about my life and all. So said everything is all alright! She say she miss me, well i DO MISS ALL MY SAC CLASSMATES! Luckily we have someone's birthday party coming up and that person is LESLEY ARIEL HO! Great, great, great! Then i can see all of them again! Yay! Happy happy happy! (:
well that's all i could say. Byebye!
iloveyou!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
today lesson was all okay. first had OSA, had to change seat cause got new students so now i'm number 16 n he is number 17. haizzz!!! but hopefully the seats will change again. next lesson was BPF, well i didn't understand a single thing in his lesson. but i try my best too! next up is LUNCH, had 1 and 1/2 hour break. after had yumyum, went to the sixth floor. OMG! we didn't take the lift cause so many ppl so we took the staircase, i feel that my legs aren't moving anymore. haha. so reached, sit, talk n laugh until 12.30. didn't get to vs wif rifqi for fifa 09 cause something wrong with the connection. LUCKILY I NEVER SEAT WITH THE GIRL TAT SMELLS!!! AMIN!!! once lesson over, head off for CRN, my god! it was so boring! nearly fall asleep in class. and btw we had a new student in our class, name is _______.
n here's a sweet poem just for you!!
n here's a sweet poem just for you!!
I know it hasn't been long since I last saw you my dear,
But to me it feels as long as five hundred year.
I miss you to the point I am loosing all sanity,
There has to be an end to all this calamity.
I think of you every second and every breath,
For you I would stare even into the face of death.
To kiss your lips is to taste the sweetness of love,
And it brings forth feelings from the heavens above.
To look into your eyes is to gaze into the sky,
So beautiful with the stars and the heavens inside.
To see your smile is to see the divine,
This poem is for you, sweet love of mine.
But to me it feels as long as five hundred year.
I miss you to the point I am loosing all sanity,
There has to be an end to all this calamity.
I think of you every second and every breath,
For you I would stare even into the face of death.
To kiss your lips is to taste the sweetness of love,
And it brings forth feelings from the heavens above.
To look into your eyes is to gaze into the sky,
So beautiful with the stars and the heavens inside.
To see your smile is to see the divine,
This poem is for you, sweet love of mine.
BABY TOMBOYISH LOVES RIFQI NERD!!!!
Friday, January 16, 2009
today, lesson was okay.
first lesson was OFC, so had to present some presentation.
i was like so scared cause my other two group members never
bring the presentation but in the end, that Fairuz brought n do.
THANK GOD!!!
then after that, went to cafe to eat then go to Indoor Sports
Hall to support our classmates but it was damn fucking boring.
can make sleep already.
once finish, went to bedok mac to have my lunch then went home.
well thought rifqi went home but he was downstairs waiting for me
so i ask him to come to my houz to chill. he stayed there until 6 plus
then he went home. and now have to layan my two guests. NATASHA
& ERRY!!
well that's all i could say. ((:
first lesson was OFC, so had to present some presentation.
i was like so scared cause my other two group members never
bring the presentation but in the end, that Fairuz brought n do.
THANK GOD!!!
then after that, went to cafe to eat then go to Indoor Sports
Hall to support our classmates but it was damn fucking boring.
can make sleep already.
once finish, went to bedok mac to have my lunch then went home.
well thought rifqi went home but he was downstairs waiting for me
so i ask him to come to my houz to chill. he stayed there until 6 plus
then he went home. and now have to layan my two guests. NATASHA
& ERRY!!
well that's all i could say. ((:
baby tomboyish LOVES you!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
amrit smiling!
rifqi tgh EMOing!these days lesson has been so boring that i almost fall asleep or sometimes
i have to update cause someone ask me to so well here it is.
today had OFC in the morning but was fun. its something like
CPA and EOA. then later went for BPF, lesson was okay2.
had LLA, teacher was fun but the thing is cannot tahan in the
class is the girl seating beside me! BAU KETIAK sia! can make
me vomit. 1 hour sia, hav to beside her. i hav to get some fresh
air from my bag. rifqi and ibrahim also close the nose cause CHONG
smell bawang is it? i dunnoe la.
once lesson over, quickly walk away frm her n go to the next class.
and this is the lesson i hate most, CRN.
BORING NAK MAMPOS SIA!
well i think thats all i could for today. will update soon ((:
cheers!!
baby tomboyish loves you!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
today was such a boring day!
woke up around 9. don't ask me why i woke up so early.
then had a chit-chat with my mum. after minutes later,
my younger sister woke up. once finish chit-chat, ask mum
for permission whether can i use the computer. so quickly head
to my computer and started to change my blog skin and also check
my friendster. well Mai talk to me cause she was bored so until she
ask me to make a new blog for her so i did help her. even her friend, Adam
make her a new live journal so now i don't know which one she will update.
then had a chit-chat with my mum. after minutes later,
my younger sister woke up. once finish chit-chat, ask mum
for permission whether can i use the computer. so quickly head
to my computer and started to change my blog skin and also check
my friendster. well Mai talk to me cause she was bored so until she
ask me to make a new blog for her so i did help her. even her friend, Adam
make her a new live journal so now i don't know which one she will update.
after finish helping her blog, went to help my sayang, rifqi change his password
for both msn and blog. once done, continue doing my blog so now i'm updating it cause
he ask me to update. so now still finding for a nicer blogskin cause my current blogskin
someone says so EMO so had to change. so now i got to go! update soon when i have
the time. ((:
for both msn and blog. once done, continue doing my blog so now i'm updating it cause
he ask me to update. so now still finding for a nicer blogskin cause my current blogskin
someone says so EMO so had to change. so now i got to go! update soon when i have
the time. ((:
baby tomboyish loves you!
Thursday, January 8, 2009
sorry if i have not been updating my blog, i was busy with school these days and also been coming home late.
well its the fourth day of school in ITE, just today i make new friends in class. came to school around 11 plus because lesson starts at 12. first lesson alreadi kene paiseh because i sit at the wrong computer. suppose to sit at number 15 but i sit at number 17. then lesson over, had next lesson. i don't want to tell the rest because its long winded. so finish school at 5 then meet up with amritpal, jessica, husainiya and her friends. then later, meet up with umaira and her friend, went to bedok simpang to hav our lunch. then went home.
well its the fourth day of school in ITE, just today i make new friends in class. came to school around 11 plus because lesson starts at 12. first lesson alreadi kene paiseh because i sit at the wrong computer. suppose to sit at number 15 but i sit at number 17. then lesson over, had next lesson. i don't want to tell the rest because its long winded. so finish school at 5 then meet up with amritpal, jessica, husainiya and her friends. then later, meet up with umaira and her friend, went to bedok simpang to hav our lunch. then went home.
I HATE CUSTOMER RELATIONS!!!!
